What a day

Man, I was so excited this morning, all the kids would be back in school, I would have a few hours to myself to get some of the little things done. Well it didn't work out. Dawson had a bad dream and came in to my room at 2am. I managed to get him back to his bed by 2:47am, he had fallen asleep but I couldn't with him there. Then I had the joy of tossing and turning until about 3:30am when I finally gave up and came out to the living room to watch tv. At 5am, I decided I really needed to try to get some sleep. Michael's alarm went off at 5:30am, I was still wide awake. Sometime while he was in the shower, I fell blissfully asleep at long last, only to have my alarm go off at 6:30am. YUCK!! When I came home from the gym, I just wanted to take a nap but I didn't for fear that I would not sleep tonight. I did not have the energy to do anything else either though so I did some things on the computer, ate lunch while watching TV. Then it was time to get Dawson and head to Dalton's school where he and Dylan were at violin lessons. I am not sure what happened to Dawson on the way home, but I think he was taken over by some beast for he said the most hateful thing to me. I was almost in tears. I would have been if I had not kept telling myself that he is only 4, but that is the really sad part. He told me that he hated me and that he wouldn't miss me if I died...... What on earth would make him say something like that. I absoutely do not talk that way, to anyone... EVER.... I don't understand, I just home tomorrow, he wakes and realizes that it was not nice and that he would miss me if I were gone. I guess that is all for now. For not doing anything today, I sure am exhausted! I am going to hit the hay. I hope tomorrow is a better day.